I used to be so comfortable singing in front of people and then one day I just wasn't. I don't know what changed --- getting older--insecurities--??
So basically I can sing my heart out in the shower and not miss a note (well, I'm sure Ryan would say differently), and I can sing to the girls without hesitation, but put me on a stage with lights and I shiver and quiver and kinda just want to puke ---especially if I'm gonna sing by myself and then my voice literally goes--like gone--poof-- and I sound like a mouse--squeak,squeak. My prayer always is that when I sing it would not be a distraction to others while they worship. I'm thinking my solo days are over because I seriously can't overcome the stage fright. New phases in life I guess. Gotta go with the punches.
2 comments:
I think we all get nervous... Just keep singing... you sound great!
I think you sound great, and I'vce always liked that fact that you never draw attention to yourself when you're up there. Still, I know you must be bummed...I was bummed yesterday when a I realized all the new changes that have come with getting older. It sucks and yet it's wonderful to live another year.
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